Day 11- Something You Wish You Could Change About Yourself

Something I wish I could change about myself:

1.  I wasn't soo emotional (used to not be this way)
    I really used to no be like this!  But the last like 4 months have veen super hard.  Not to mention missionaires, future, education ect to add to my emotionalness.  Everytime I get a letter, I cry.  Everytime I think about school and what I am supposed to study, I cry.  Everytime I think about my future, I cry. HELP ME!!

2.  Think about things way to complicated
   I could be sitting somewhere and see something that brings back a memory.  And then I analize it and think it over in a million ways.  And sit there and wish that I would have done it different or think of what I could have said or did to make it better.

3.  Wasn't so shy (i'm coming out of my shell more but it is still hard)
    I have always been shy.  And when I went to college I drove myself crazy at how I was.  I don't really care what people think about me.  If they don't like me, then so be it.  If they do, then so be it.  But I used to be so super shy and I have tired to come out more and be more of myself.  And once I did, I got SLAMMED and told I was prayed about in the temple. So now back to square 1.  Shy!

4.  Wasn't such a boring dresser (how can I wear them to work)
    I have all these new clothes that I have had all summer that I got and I never get to wear them.  I can't wear nice clothes that have the possibility of getting ruined at Ace.  Of course I don't get anything on my old ugly clothes but I know once I waer my nice clothes it is going to happen.

5.  DID NOT HAVE ARTHRITIS.  (that should be at the top of my list but I try not to think about it)
Nuff said.  :(

Until then....