Ode to June

June oh June, where have you gone to!
I had so many things that I really wanted to do.
You blown in the warm weather again,
It brings back so many memories, where to begin.
Today while I was standing outside,
Reallity hit me, it was something I couldn't hide.

I thought of how my past year has turned out,
It couldn't have been a more complicated route.
Last year at this time I was so tritterpated,
I had built a friendship that would not soon be fadded.
Yes it was a boy, I miss him dearly,
But our relationship was put on hold clearly.
He went to serve the Lord what a good boy is he,
To make such a choice, he'll be amazing you see.

Next came college, how scary how scary!
My first roommate may have been a little hairy :) (i couldn't think of a rhym..)
I was rooming with girls from my biggest rival school,
And to tell you the truth I didn't think that was cool.
I wasn't myself at first at all,
But then I thought heck! Who are they to call!!??
I became myself as quick as I can be,
Then one moved out, oh that was pure glee!
Alone in my apartment I sat and I sat,
I only had one friend, and it was a pet rat.

I usually went home on the weekends you see,
That's because no one would hang out with me.
I then went to hang out with some strangers one day,
What was I thinking? I didn't even know what to say.
I knew one of the girls, she was my previous teammate,
That day I was SUPPOSED TO BE THERE, and this was my fate.
I didn't know the other girl well,
But boy oh boy thats a story to tell!
How did I get there, accident it was not,
The Lord had his hand in it, X marks the spot!

Alexis, Caprice, Paige, where did you go?
I need you to listen to something you should know.

It wasn't an accident I came over that day,
And your rommates were all moving away.
The money thing was complicated and a little crazy,
Even though it still a little hazy!
It all happened so fast I can't even remember,
Where I once was, in the month of December.
January with knew girls I was scared!
I did things I normaly wouldn't have dared.
But little did I know that that day I came over,
I would build friendships that lasted forever!
I never even imagined how god of friends we would become,
Becasue I was still stuck on that one special one.
You listened to all my stories and about STUPID boys,
I loved picking up the pizza at Roy's.
You saw in my best and worst you did as well,
Hey remeber the ..... bell??? :)

Then it was time for summer to start,
And this was the time that we all had to part.
I never have been an emotional wreck,
But at the end it was something to expect.
I didn't know we could grow so close,
I relieze you are the firends that have imflueneced me the most.

Work, work, work is what I do now,
And that seemed so long ago, WOW!
But this girl right here was very blessed,
He knew what she needed when she thought she was a mess.

Today as I sat out in the warm summer sun,
I tried to remember how this all had begun.
How lucky I was to be where I eneded,
I feel super super SUPER splended.
Tears filled my eyes and the water works came,
This time I am for sure not ashamed.

The Lord knows what we need in certain times,
He was watching over me and giving me signs.
Give him time, give him a chance, let him in,
He will work wonders when you're at the bottom of the bin.
He took a simple girl like me a helped her,  
And that is something she can't deny for sure!!!

Until then...